❤ [ i will never let u go..] ❤

Wednesday, October 29, 2008; Y

Today went ShiRui's Hse with Huimin and XiuHui again. Saw them do home work, and played mahjong(not Wahjong) with auntie, Xiuhui and Huimin. Only see Shirui bz doing Hw.. Still dun wan do then muz do 3 times liao o~

Ate some cheap stuff today.. apparently Dynasty Chess seems to get easy to stuck in a match, irritates the hell out of me -.-

Huimin Sry for whatever tt causes ur bad mood~ i can see lian se de ok xD..

The 2 of ur stop trying to hint(you know who i am saying)

Tml's homework still haven settle how a?

Morale of the story is, get your homework done b4 anything else, if not, u will end up not enjoying the outing xP

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008; Y

Today learnt a new theory..

Fundamental theorem of Theory:

A Theory which is true and obvious is one which actually requires the most scrutiny.

Nth much happened pretty tis few days, went out on sunday and monday. Sunday to Ice cream buffet at Juz acia again, and monday to ShiRui's Hse. Taught them Chinese chess and we went to play badminton. Overall was quite happy, though the outing was simple.

Huimin PS!!!! Next time muz punish by treat us lunch xP

Will hav lots of homework to do tonight.. still lazy to start doing now o.0

Calculus.. Linear Algebra... MA1100~~

Had a headache today.. hopefully will b better later on.

Will i get a chance? Does she know about it?

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Sunday, October 26, 2008; Y

Today do hw whole day.. bored..

Shall talk bout Viwawa. Viwawa has too many noobs n snobs in the dynasty chess region.. take for example SG9. He tinks he's a pro and tink tt lv 7 is not gd enough to fight him.. i own him any day man.. viewed his match and he wasnt tt pro at all..

Number theory was easy to do but calculus was way too hard.. tink i might need consultation soon..

Bored... Was happy enough tt i can teach a student Xiu Hui in her rubiks cube.. though i wasnt tt gd a teacher.. got a lecturer grade ba xP

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008; Y

Today will hav quite a long post.

First of all, any body got a cinema job to intro? As in the receptionist or counter, Location preferable at Ang mo kio, Any company is ok, I.E Engwah, Cathay, GV. If u hav, pls contact me asap. Thanks a lot.

2ndly, I finally LEARNT rubik cube 3x3. xD Very happy cos i can finally make a 6 sided cube instead of only the first layer. Today got a china sales girl ask me how to solve n i dunno.. so ps lor. Thks to my teacher, Huimin Sinsei xD PS:ur chocolates i treat u liao dun say i not gd.. u noe what to do next huh xP

3rdly, Thx to ShiRui for buying the Conversational Jap book for me, Next coming up in the holidays U will teach me how to speak n write Japanese xD

Morning wake up at 9.15 (wtfox no sch) then do my linear algebra and chinese assignment.. still got relations Hw -.- Injection, Surjection, Bijection -.-
After an injection, we will supposedly get a surjection and lastly, we will become Bi s cos of the Bijection effect. -.-

Next up went to meet fren to pass him the items needed, then went to meet ShiRui and Huimin for Ajisen Ramen. Ate a Chashu Ramen + ala carte meat ball stick(wasnt tt nice) Shared with Huimin the fried Tofu(nicer one)

Huimin was "CONSIDERED" quite patient with me as i wasnt really very progressive in the rubik cube, keep making the same mistakes xP

In the end went to Mac for them to complete their homework while i digest myself with the rubik cube.

Just reach home at tis kinda time, and here i am blogging n eating at the same time.

Was a fun day nonetheless.

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Monday, October 20, 2008; Y

2 Days nv blog le.. Tired n stressed.. and YTD jus got psed again. psed + IS= PISSED where IS = ignorance+stand-up

Shall blog about PS-ing.

What is PS?

Definition 1.4.1 PS is defined to be A act of Un-courtesy whereby after arranging an appointment, u forgo the appointment by
1.giving some lame excuses
2. Worse, not even giving any.

So by the law of nature, humans get naturally pissed.., especially when u hav forgo the appointment once, and after making another appointment, u forgo the appointment AGAIN.

Tis is the worse, and hence, shall not be forgiven..

Unless U are absolutely sure that u have no further appointments that day, or not feeling tired, then u will tell me u are free and wanted to go out. Thanks a lot, my sunday is wasted.

Not Tired and want to go out and FREE---> u can try to ask me out.

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Friday, October 17, 2008; Y

Today got back my MA1100.. wasnt too happy bout it, or rather, i expected a higher output.
26/40+2 isnt what i wanted..
Today got a bit sore throat, so if im not tt nice today ps lor
Its weekend again, but i aint looking forward to sat at all... mayb there's too much HW to do, or mayb im jus lifeless lol

Heart of desire,
What u wanna b, often more than not, u turned out something which is not even 1/2 of urself
Ur actions, choices, are all often determined by how the world goes.
As the world spins, ur action spins periodically too.
Sometimes, actions mayb regretted, but is it worthed it?
Living inside a 3D space, where we shall call it R3.

What is changed in most humans?

love life
money
things we do or say
mindset

What lies in the subspace of R3?

The zero subspace (Air,Hate,Love)

All Lines that passes through the origin (Frens, Neighbours, colleagues)

All planes that passes through the origin( Ur basis: house, water, food)

The entire R3(the whole universe)

can we live without the 1st, 2nd, 3rd or 4th? i dun tink so... If someone can prove we can live without these things, tell me xD

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Thursday, October 16, 2008; Y

Got back my Linear algebra today.. 27/50 a poor score T.T but the mean was 25.09 so still not tt bad.
Tml will b the day, MA1100 and MA1102 together, the 2 most unconfident paper -.-
Save me someone.. Receive the paper for me and tell me its 70% LMAO!
Went sch today, and my orthogonal assignment was still quite gd, at least i got 80% correct.
WootS.
Give me an idea what shall i eat tml, cos i am sick of Science canteen omg..
Shall i go out on saturday? If go out i dun wan eat suki -.- dun like sushi..
Today i shall get lv 70 on my TSS.. PREMS ftw!

Blog till here, Stay channeled.

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008; Y

Ytd too tired nv blog. went to Shi Rui's hse tgt with Huimin, Xiuhui.
Played Uno and Big 2. Ownage ! Then went to eat Hokkien mee. Was nice ok, $3 and got 4 prawns woots. Some more the prawn (xu) already removed for us le.

Aft that the girls played private maple and i went to play GTH. viwawa. Chess was alright but Wahjong failed me T.T no mo qi btw Huimin cos i was her Shang Jia, She cant feed me LMAO.
So i was the failure xP

Anyway today wake at 1pm while i set the alarm at 10
Changed to 1030, 11, 1130, 1145, 12, 1230, 1245, 1300. Finally i She de wake up at 1pm.

Once again i stress, the tag has nth to do wid me xP..

Do homework and homework~~ Until i wan to become orthogonal with the table liao.

Definition 1.3 Orthogonality

A pair of vectors is said to be orthogonal if their dot products is 0. i.e perpendicular -.-

At night i continue to blog xP

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Monday, October 13, 2008; Y

Try it.. xP

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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Sunday, October 12, 2008; Y

Today went out wid Huimin, Shi Rui, Xiu Hui and Eugene to Cine.
Shirui wanted to eat raw salmon, so we went to suki Sushi to eat.
Ordered a kani maki and a drink, and tt costed $7.. T.T
Later on went to kia kia..
Then Huimin say wanted to go arcade so we went to dhoby ZoneX
Wa... There's a guy there whose DDR skill is pro.. can play 2 persons role at the same time.
So Huimin went to play DDR and we played Datona and basketball..
Eugene's score was 449 and mine was 123 omg! thrashed....
So aft tt play datona.. 4th out of 4 ppl playing -.- my car went crashed 3 times -.-
Aft tt went to eat some buffet.. forgot the name Huimin if u see tis pls tell me the name of it.
Alright it wasnt buffet.. jus some Set meal Which gives FREE flow of ice cream and Drinks.
i eat 3 cups and made 2 ice cream floats.. Woots was nice.. long nv eat float le..
Enjoyed myself today xD..

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Saturday, October 11, 2008; Y

Deng: xxx has added u onto ur contact list
1.Accept tis invitation
2.block tis invitation selects 1

Let J = me and R= retard

J says: u r?
R: dunno (wtfox?)
J says: huh? u added me and u dunno who u r?
R: ppl ask me to add u de
J: who is ur fren?
R: aiya u dunno one la
J:how can ur fren noe me and i dunno her/him?
R: cos her fren give her de
J:who is ur fren's fren?
R:i dunno

above is the above conversation with retard. From here we can see that THERE EXISTS some retards who dunno wtfox they are doing.
Ppl, if u wanna add me, and if u are friendly, i dun mind
But do not add me and come tell me u dunno
1. who e fk u are?
2. Why e fk u add me?
3.Who e fk give u my email?
4.Who e fk give ur fren my email? and as no. of frens tends to infinity, shld i go and ask all?

Never mess with ppl u dunno, cos u might end up getting scolded like u nv did b4.

Sincerely pissed

Jerry'08

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; Y

2 days nv blogged xD

Got a survey. Answer truthfully xD

1. What's your zodiac?
Cancer
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
3. Does your ex(s) still contact with you?
Yes or no i not really sure
4. Do you think you're a good bf/gf?
Ask me exes lol
5. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Who never makes mistakes?Its e choice to repent that deserves the 2nd chance
6. Have you ever liked anyone else's bf/gf?
Yes, but nv jio xD
7. Thinking of anyone right now?
Yea
8. What would you like to say to that person on your mind?
I miss you
9. Have you ever broken someone else heart?
I guess i did
10. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
She shld know it
11. Do you prefer to be single or in a relationship?
There Exists pros and cons in both. So both is ok to me xP
12. How do you feel right now?
Bored
13. Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
Yes
14. Total contact in msn?
100+? siao who will go and count
15. How many online?
40?
16. Often chat with those online people?
they will auto chat wid me i guess. unless i am feeling down i dun initiate chats xD
17. How many groups you've created?
8 or 9
18. Prefer China or Malaysian?
No china pls.. too many prcs in my class -.-
19. What you gonna do on 12/10/08?
go out and enjoy myself xP

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Thursday, October 9, 2008; Y

Today the topic is about space.

What is space?

Definition 1.1 Space is defined to be the amount of invisible matter that exists between u n your partner. Commonly know as Freedom, It is known to cause destruction to relationships if taken away and too much of it makes relationships worse.

so too much of it causes destruction and so when it is too little.

Formula 1.2 how much to give space? let S(A) be defined as the amount of space to be given to a relationship.

so 1/S(A)=[3Love+2concern-5(unnecessary jealousy)]/time, where time not = 0

when time is more than the above, S(A) less than 1 = relationship decrease

When time is less than above, S(A) tends to infinity which relationship decrease too

so we have hence came up with a limit

that is Lim(x-->2)S(A)=3

3 times of space shld b a nice guage for any relationship.

Ok all of the above is jus bull shit i dunno wtf0x i am writing.

Stressed day ahead, with all the orhtogonal thingy going inside my head, my head is going orthogonal very soon. pronounciation: Or-Tho-ge-nal

If by washing hands means dun contact, i hav nth to say. I hav already stated very clearly tt i need space. I seriously hope that u can read tis. A relationship is not built on just spending time with U and only U. It is built on trust, love and concern and most imptly, space.

Its not i dun wanna acc u, its that i treat all my frens equally.

It isnt that spending time with u is not fun, its just that when ur frens visit, u hav to keep them company. Late replying ur sms by 5 mins doesnt equate i dun care.

Im not rich in anyway, What u desire to hav, mayb myself 10 yrs also nv get.

If im willing to buy for u, and if i say i will, wait for it. Rushing me to get it doesnt equate to i can get it immediately. I wouldnt run away jus cos of tis -.-

Lots of stuff up my mind, dunno what to say.

PS: Thx for the jokes, and if anyone wans the proof to the above equation, get it from me by leaving a msg xD

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; Y

Now at School.. Very sian.. Going for chinese soon.
This few days sleep till very late.. dunno whats up with me.. mayb i jus wanna sleep it all off.
Hmm.. Someone help me pls.. Stressed.. Shld i jus let it all out..
Dun wanna stress le..
Ppl say humans all prefer old things.. Is that really so?
Wonders..
Going off for lessons.. All remember to take your lunch and dinner yarhs? xD

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008; Y

Ok.. I've to seriously tink bout tis.
Big dilemma right now. Shld i or Shld i not?
Fall into a trap hole once, ppl help u up, say u kelian.
Fall into a trap hole e 2nd time, ppl say u stupid le- know got traphole still drop inside.
Fall into a trap hole e 3rd time, ppl say u retarded, go die better.
ppl say 1st time bite by snake, 10 year also scared of ropes.
If given a chance, how many will choose to go back to their exes?
How many ppl will adhere to a nonsensical promise?
If ur have the ans, pls write it on the Cbox pls.
Lots of homework today but just not in the mood to do it. mayb tml ba..
Almost fell asleep at calculus lecture. so boring and most of the "delta ebselon proof" i dun understand at all.
All i know is "There Exists" a chance such that Jerry will pass his exams with flying colours,
Where Flying colours is < and =" to">
Decision making mood~

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Monday, October 6, 2008; Y

ppl. stop asking me bout the same qn.. u all know what i mean~
im equally confused myself
The qn keeps poping in and outta my mind--- Yes or no? Wrong or correct?
Shld i or Shld i not?
Love isnt bout explaining, its about trusting 1 another.
If one has to explain about every single thing, tt is not love, its forced love.
A min of uncare does not equate to a life of uncare.
We all need to do our own things too.
When love is sweet, it is, When its sour, its time to let go.
Can a fruit nv turn sour? no it cant, only when its preserved
If the fruit doesnt wan to b put into the fridge, aka doesnt trust the fridge,sooner or later it'll turn sour
If the fridge doesnt wan to tc of the fruit, sooner or later the fruit will b gone. Its a 2 way thing,
in mathematical terms, its the predicate IF AND ONLY IF.
aka. a fruit will not turn sour IF AND ONLY IF its stored n willing to b put into the fridge.

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; Y

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good,would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me,would you run with me
And never look back

Chorus:
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away

Would you be there...if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way?
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there,to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there to
kiss my pain awaywould u be there..for me?

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Sunday, October 5, 2008; Y

Love is wierd, when it doesnt come, what u do also wun change e fact tt u r single.
When it comes, it sweeps u off ur feet, and hey! u are attached.
Been doing nth much today, only the stupid Ma1100 Hw.
When the time has come, what i've promise u will b true.
Shall go play viwawa.. boring sunday except for the gd news once i wake up.
Dynasty chess xD

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; Y

Finally back home.. took night rider home and freaking 190 came just after i scan the card on the NR3. FK waste $3.50 T.T
Anyway had fun
Today eat some random food, make me hav to eat hokkien mee at kopitiam just to be full ><
1st day after exams already so shiok, hope that everyday will be like tis from now on.. i dun wan EOY... freaking coming after 2nd week of nov.. someone save me pls xD
My bus pass gonna expire on 7oct anybody willing to pay the $52 for me ??
so poor tis month.. tink gonna start saving a bit..
Shall write till here.. tired~

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Friday, October 3, 2008; Y

Finally, The exams are officially over.
Damn sad... where got ppl give limit with square roots. and i actually forgot my beloved double angle formula.
And fk the last qn.. i already read so many fk times then now give me so little info. WTH is F(0)
T.T
ok anyway, exams are over, over over over over~~
so tired during tis week, those who hav encouraged me Thx a lot^^
Can finally play play play..
Anybody wan me to play wid them jus giv me a msg ya xD

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008; Y

Its getting crazy for me.. luckily got the inspiration to go out. Thx to HuiMin, SiRui, XiuHui and Joanna for acc me though your played maple while i tried to study.
Played badminton.. Realise i forgot how to smack le T.T
Though an emo morning but still gd in the evening. Anyone who can decipher my previous msg of the long string of chinese words i owe u a treat to dinner xD Clue is , There Exist a pattern such that the pattern can b deciphered. -.-
Getting late.. Everytime i almost reach home, sure will rain zz.
Saw bro play the dynasty chess on com.. very kawaii the chess pieces. Makes me inspirated sia lol. Shall blog till here, too much thoughts running through my mind like an express train

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; Y

感慨万端，失去了之后才知道要珍惜，是否太迟了？
钱真的那么重要吗？钱钱钱什么都是钱。
犹豫太多有时是个包袱。
爱真的有那么多事要考虑吗？
我他是神最爱西他真热体与文斯有时的应乎次沙
也破发很长鳍阿即赴意而爱扣色
湖固富农全你投罗企鹅日叁须的！
i also dunno wtf0x i am writing, whole night nv sleep. Yawning damn badly. bet i shall hav eye circles as big as a donut soon. Dun ask me y i cant sleep, cos i dunno myself.
esaelp eids ym ot nruter.
如果我的改变能带给你幸福，我情愿我能为你改变，也要带给你最大的快乐。

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